EXann CoMinGGGGG!

if today is not counted, there are 10 days to 14 Oct...

14 oct is not a public holiday, it is not a meaningful day for me, it is also not an important day

but it is 1st day of my final exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For me,that day will be my time of death.....

it is becoz i m not hardworking enough 2 study!!!! so i force myself 2 burn the midnite oil...

hope i can get all pass in the exam

OK! My target is " ALL PASS"

Recently,i discover one thing about myself...

That is, i will become crazy when the exam juz around the corner!!!!

May be i get some kind of sickness... which cannot be cure...

Believe me, i very normal ,if the exam r not coming...

but if the exam comesss, i willll be extraordinary "normal"

I will study,n study until wan 2 throw away the boooks (especially che)

I wan 2 stand on the peak of mountain n shout :

"What Stupid Exam make me so nervous!!!!!! I hv been use a lot of time 2 study,but i cant get what i wan!!!!!! I hv been hurt by u indirectly!!! U make me so stressed ! What is the purpose that u exist? Y u exist???? YYYYYYYYY???? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

When exam, I very normal, except i will be more worried , except i was so stressed, except i will more emo,except....

other than that , i was very normal as in normal time....

I nid a potion,which cant heal my wound in my heart, the unseen wound by naked eyes...

I cant get what i wan, what i dun wan is a must....

I want 2 escape from here, n from the reality....

But i cant do this, so i faced, although i dun wan 2 do this...

An ordinary ppl cant change their denstiny...

I m an ordinary ppl, so i cant change my destiny...

Someone say i was weird, ya... i admit it...

I dun wan 2 pretend when i was sad, so i weird...

I nid sum1 who can listen 2 me, but i dont dare 2 tell them what is in my mind...

I was scared, n i always scare 2 come out from the shell which protect me

(note: my horoscope is cancerrr)

So, i keep my sad n sorrow as my top secret, keep them in the 2 room in this blog...

I had been drop the keys in fb be4 , juz write them in my status~ but i noe, nobody open them

n i wont give out anymore....

now the time is 10.40pm, i sit in front of labtop for 30 mins aldy...

Arh..... I always forget the flow of time when i on9....

When i study,I say "tomorrow,tomorrow,tomorrow..."

When i on9 , I say " NOW! NOW ! NOW!"

it have a big difference.....

Ok, stop here, hv 2 go back 2 study, for the exam....

N i wonder when i can use chinese 2 type... i miss my cpu....

THE END

p.S :-

Two status i like 2day~

First one:

Smsss ringtone is izaya voice, so sweet ♥ but y my dad bro sis even frenzz say it is noisy... Hurttt 'BANG' sound of heart broken ... Izaya's voice is da besttt!

Second~

Only will be hardworkìng when the exam is around the corner... So,the exam day is my time of DEATH!!! When i walk into the exam hall, that means i walk into my GRAVE!!!!! And the most awesome is,the grave is made by MYSELF!!! In conclusion,GOD BLESS ME, plz show me the way 2 HEAVEN,not HELL, PLZ...